So this time of year the snow starts rolling in and it's cold,dreary, and basically sucks if you have Seasonal Effected Disorder (S.A.D.), which I do. My stomach gets tight and I get depressed and it's hard to start my day by just getting out of bed and into a shower but once I have things start to get better. So with that any kind of stress just gets expounded upon by the fact that I can't control certain aspects of my life. And by control I mean I can't change the fact how a professor whats to run his class and deal out assignments, I can control the fact that I signed on for a vacation that just so happens will take out my whole second week in spring semester. I just hope it will not have be behind a eight ball all semester trying to play catch up. I guess in the end all I can do is "Let Go, and Let God", meaning leave it up to him weather I will be able to handle it or not and do everything I can to get the fuck out of the way of the eight ball that first weekend I am back from my vacation. I will also try and do as much work between now and Friday morning to get ahead and hope it helps. I have made a conscious decision I am not going to take ANY school work with me because it will only ruin not only my vacation but my fiances too. I am going to bring a travel bag prepared with a book, some magazines, a pair of shorts, and my sandals, so that as soon as we hit Florida I can change and enjoy myself!
Well hopefully everything will just have to work its way out as God best sees fit for me and I will have learned a valuable lesson in juggling life once again!
May the force be with us all!
Laters
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